At least I still have my rocks
Its because something smelled off in my room and that’s not like me so I was confused then I realized it was the bag of Diana scraps on the floor mixed in with roasted garlic and fish bones.
I just put Diana in the freezer.
chinese medicine is so beautiful. I go to the market and think a lot about heart blood while I buy beets even though they’re not my favourite but the affective combination of beets and heart blood compel me to eat them.
"And I say that between colonization and civilization there is an infinite distance; that out of all the colonial expeditions that have been undertaken, out of all the colonial statutes that have been drawn up, out of all the memoranda that have been dispatched by all the ministries, there could not come a single human value.”
I gave myself a name that means worthy
Maybe there is some correlation between how much I believe my name is mine and when to know you are enough
Lingering on what it means to make work for and with people you love or are in community with.
Looking at the Facebook event for my upcoming performance in Toronto, noticing who the attendees might be, as I work out the specifics of this particular manifestation. New space demands reconfiguration.
Thinking about hosting community or holding space, how different it feels to think about creating something for people you know so well, whose worlds and minds intermesh with yours.How beautiful and wonderful that is, to have that opportunity.
I met A in 2007. She came to Montréal from Peterborough for a program I was helping co-create. I remember sitting on the steps of someone’s apartment. We talked and talked. I think of her with sharp black hair. I think of her as sharp, quick, effervescent. Someone very beautiful. Did I know then she would stay in my life for so long (a sometimes absent constant).
“My novels deal with inwardness but also with outwardness, with allowing oneself to be seduced by distractions and interruptions, to let oneself go there.”
Beautiful handsome unfoldings.
We are strong, indestructible.